Well, you know I'm sitting here, pondering what a friend wrote on their blog... with the tv in the background with none other than presidential candidate commericials... reading a headline from the yahoo homepage.
I love the fact that I live in this country. And not for a second do I take it for granted. I know that when I was younger... even as recent as 4 or 5 years ago... I definitely took my life here... as a US citizen for granted.
I hate the fact that we in the US have become so desensitized. We forget our roots and the heritage on which we were founded. We have tried everything to have "all the freedom in the world" and yet, somehow I feel like we're more trapped than ever!
I realize that each day is a gift, and that our freedom truly is a gift. The yahoo homepage that I was reading was about a Marine who was supposed to get the Medal of Honor, but instead got a a Navy Cross (the 2nd highest medal as opposed to the highest). Why because they think he may have been shot before covering a grenade with himself. I don't know. I'm sitting here discussing it with my husband (former military), and his thoughts. Now, I know it's probably not as simple as "you died, so here's your medal" but it just seems interesting that this soldier who has given his life... that they're debating if he really should get this medal or not.
I also sit here pondering an alarming statistic...
76 percent of black males who enter high school in Baltimore will not graduate. Again, I sit here and ponder. I'm trying to pick my body up off the ground. Wow! We live in the mighty US and that's a reality?! I just think it spurs me on as a teacher even more to impress the importance of education. It also spurs me on as a Christian... what can I do to change this statistic. Where do I fall into this scheme of things? I know that there are so many countries out there that hail the U.S. as the "rich" people and what not... but here we are... with our own poor, our own uneducated. And what have I or do I do to help reverse this stat. Again, I'm left pondering.
I am also pondering and praying so hard for this upcoming election. Part of me is in denial. That "what I want" will happen. The other part of me, is so annoyed that we still have a month and a half of these commercials. I almost started reading a book this evening. (And for those of you who know me, you know why that makes Jer and my folks chuckle.) I mean, I have so many things that are important to me... and yet it doesn't seem like either one can or will fulfill my wishes. Where does one turn? The better of the two evils? Hmm.... I once engaged in a short political conversation (short because I hate politics) where someone suggested (I think) a great idea. In presidential elections, and other elections as well, there should be 3 distinct categories.... Candidate #1, Candidate #2 and Neither. If the majority picks neither... then both should be thrown out and the process started again. Now, granted, I realize this would throw us into a tailspin of constant election commercials... but, wouldn't it be nice if there were that option?
Again, I wholeheartedly love this country... I am so thankful of it... but sometimes I just sit and ponder. Let me know your thoughts..... (unless they're mean... hahaha)
Hope everyone is well! It's almost Friday and for that I am soooooooo grateful!